Today is the Day!

Today is the day I get my Mirena removed to try for our third and final child. I am excited, and nervous (I might throw up on the doctor, let’s pray that doesn’t happen). I am so excited I have been contemplating waking my husband up when I get home from work  to start the baby making process right away! Then I start thinking about telling my family I am pregnant again and it gives me anxiety! My mom has one child from each “marriage” , and my dad only has me, so let’s just say they aren’t the type of people open to big families (not that 3 is big). My mom kept telling me after my last baby that was plenty, go get fixed. I enjoy my mothers use of words. Fixed, I imagine myself as a wild animal when I hear that, it makes me giggle. It’s not like I have 20 kids and live in a shack and we are starving, by no means are we starving, maybe we could do with a bit less😜. My husband and I do fine, we have a home, and we can afford all of our needs and most wants. I mean we eat out like 4 times a week, clearly we are not starving. By the way I don’t think Taco Bell should count as eating out, you bring it home! So, anyway I want excitement for my pregnancy when it happens and I am worried that isn’t the feed back I will get. Anyone else have family that doesn’t think before they speak and then tries to back pedal there words for a half hour after? I have some experience with that.  So, regardless I am excited, my husband is excited and my kids can’t tell Grammy, at least not yet. Hoping for a big surprise for everyone soon.
Remember your life is your creating, make something wonderful.

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Today is the Day!

Party of Five?

My husband and I have been having a lot of discussion about adding another baby to our family of four. How do you make that decision? Right now if both kids are crying or crazy we can each get one. If there is a third child one of them is on the loose! We have two boys, moms with boys can back me up on this Boys Are Wild! What if we have a third boy? Do you ever see those parents that look like they survived a hurricane and their kids are acting crazy and all the parent is just quiet? Those parents have boys! Really though, I miss having a tiny baby and I am ready for our third, whether it be a boy or a girl (Please be a girl, please be a girl). So we have decided that I will have my birth control removed tomorrow and we are hoping to become pregnant soon.

Remember to live life In the moment, tomorrow is a new adventure!

Party of Five?